But Now I'm Thinking...

Why can't you let me get out of this with my happy memories of us intact and untouched?

Do you want to ruin everything that was good about you and about us for me?

I have a broken heart to mend too.
At the same time, I want something to hold on to, to look back many years from now and say

Yes there was this time in my life I was in love and happy

I thought I would be able to move on without whatever love and respect I had for you turning into hate and disgust.

I think you are slowly proving me wrong.