I Feel =)

Met up AGAIN with the Tiga Kuntum Bunga Genting Klang tonight and went crazy at the pasar malam. It's soooo hard to keep track of what you spend on food there and before you know it, boom 40 bucks gone. We were really full and happy little pigs though. Drool :D

Aaaandd... I'm so relieved cuz I've finished all my public speaking assignments. I did my last two speeches on same sex marriage and film censorship and I'm soo proud of myself bwahahaha. And if I did not heard wrongly, I think Mr K even said 'good' when I finished ahhhh :) He might be saying something else entirely though. Maybe I misheard. Maybe he said 'wood' or 'pooed' or something who knows hehe.

Bitches I'm Not Dead!

I just have a really, really active social life that I can't be bothered to blog. Shoot me. I'm not showing off but even since before my birthday, I've been going out like 4, 5 nights a week. The rest of the time is spent doing assignments which I have so much of this semester but that's okay cuz I don't have final exams. Just like today, it's Tuesday but still we went out. Same as on Monday. And Sunday. Not to mention Saturday... and Friday. Oh the joys of being young :)

I know that this blog has been very photo-empty recently and call me lazy, but in this age of photo-tagging, what's the point of uploading photos by yourself anymore? Just wait for your pics to show up on your page after someone adds it woot!

Happy Birthday to Me!

I had the mostest amazingest weekend for my 20th!

Ribuan, jutaan terima kasih diucapkan kepada Alvin, Cherry, Chin Yee, Cyntia, Halix, How Yee, Irene, Mei Chan, Naomi, Rong, Sabina for a delightful birthday! MUAKSES ;p

UPDATE: Thanks a million also to Justina, Joey, Pauline, Sean, and Seline! Any more surprises and I think I can start buying meds for my poor heart haha :D

I WANT ALL MY BIRTHDAY PHOTOS PLEASEANDTHANKYOU :D:D:D

Where My Teddy Bears, Ice Cream and Cocks?

I wrote a load of emo-depressed crap during the past two weeks and I was about to post it when I lost my Internet connection and also, Dan asked me when am I going to snap out of it. So I did. And I'm happy again now. Mainly because

a) I can take pictures and cut ringtones again and act like a GG girl :)
b) I had a rocking birthday weekend! Woot :D
c) I realized that making someone else happy can make you happy too.

And talking about GG, it's sad how some people actually think they really are characters on the show hehe ;)

But Now I'm Thinking...

Why can't you let me get out of this with my happy memories of us intact and untouched?

Do you want to ruin everything that was good about you and about us for me?

I have a broken heart to mend too.
At the same time, I want something to hold on to, to look back many years from now and say

Yes there was this time in my life I was in love and happy

I thought I would be able to move on without whatever love and respect I had for you turning into hate and disgust.

I think you are slowly proving me wrong.

A While Back I Keep Telling Myself...

The star that burns the brightest burns out the fastest.

and...

It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved before

With these two things in mind, I tried to console myself, to do my bestest not to feel sad over what happened or could have happened and instead tried to appreciate the happy moments I've had.