Am I Pregnant?

Cuz from the way I'm eating, I bet anybody would think that I am.

I've been chowing down like a crazy person.

Ever since I got back, my mouth hasn't stopped munching and chewing and biting things.

It's like I've been starved for weeks and finally there's food glorious food.

I find myself raiding the fridge every 15, 20 minutes and the things inside that fridge and in my whole house I tell you, are soooo unhealthy!

I would start off with chocolate cake, and then mooncake, and then candy, and then cookies, and then ice-cream, and then chocolate, and then peanuts, and then peanut butter (scooped straight from the jar hehehe), and then cookies again, different ones this time, and then milk, and then juice, and then lain-lain flavor ice-cream some more, then different candy pulak and then REPEAT. Sometimes even worse, I would eat Milo right out of the tin. Hehehe guilty pleasure sangat!

Even when I went to the supermarket, all I took was unhealthy, fatty snacks and the like. Oreo! Cookies & Cream ice cream! Chocolate milk! Donuts!

Why? What is wrong with me? I don't wanna go back to KL a fat bitch. I still wanna fit into my leather pants and stuff.

I thought coming back home was supposed to be like rehab, making me all healthier and shit.

The opposite pulak happened.

I'm becoming like Jem, sleeping patterns all fucked. It's 6.28 in the morning now, I'm still not asleep. Same thing yesterday.

Wanna know what's on my mind right now? What food I'm gonna buy at the pasar Ramadan later. Lord help me.

Anyways, pasar Ramadan! Hooray! Can't wait! I look forward to it every year hahaha I'm so glad to be back =)

I swear I'll run a bit to keep all that bloody food off hehe ;)